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(January 19, 2010)

*In the middle of chaos, still waited for something that will crash me. In your new world, I was only your rebound, sadly. And the girl who turned her heart from you, is your first concern. I didn't know what did u do back then with her, I didn't know how was your heart, but you did still say you loved me, and missed me. I know now that it was just your place to runaway from the fact that she didn't even text you or reply your messages, and the fact you were afraid to lose her, because - dumb me - I thought you didn't contact her at all, but hey, you were trying, you didn't want to lose her at all, you were serious, none like u said, she was just rebound, but she hurt me first before I ever got chance to hurt her. Whooa, I believed that. I was just fooling myself at those times.